This is what i should look like:

This is what i actually look like:

Yup thats about a 10 to 15 pound difference. Im still on the no candy. Although being away from home is making it really hard to eat normally. And i haven't worked out and we went out to dinner with rob's family last night. So sufficet to say that im not doing to well on this no candy/ weight loss program. Im pretty sure im back to where i started, which is pretty depressing. I just need some time to be able to focus on this stuff. With Rob at home i want to dedicate all my time to him and that usually means i ditch my workout and go out to eat. Two very bad things. He has tried to be encouraging, but being on vacation, his family coming to visit and not having any food in the house what so ever makes it really really hard to make good decisions. I had a salad last night, but i didnt do dressing on the side and thats a major no-no. Also the fam wanted to go out for ice cream and i just dont have enough willpower to say no while everyone else is eating. Plus it was rob's b-day so i didnt want to make it akward. Lame Lame Lame.

Im a little depressed about the situation right now, but hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.